Friday, October 28, 2005

pumpkins and latterns

weekends, laugh and snore! (don't do it at the same time...)
Halloween's coming. Our Spanish(? id. not confirmed...)neighbour brought in a party of weird people today for the Halloween rehearsal. Singing, dancing and acting with props such as giant butcher knives. I never knew she is so capable of improvising (craziness).

a little bit of historical background of halloween
The word itself, "Halloween," actually has its origins in the Catholic Church. It comes from a contracted corruption of All Hallows Eve. November 1, "All Hollows Day" (or "All Saints Day"), is a Catholic day of observance in honor of saints. But, in the 5th century BC, in Celtic Ireland, summer officially ended on October 31. The holiday was called Samhain (sow-en), the Celtic New year.

One story says that, on that day, the disembodied spirits of all those who had died throughout the preceding year would come back in search of living bodies to possess for the next year. It was believed to be their only hope for the afterlife. The Celts believed all laws of space and time were suspended during this time, allowing the spirit world to intermingle with the living.

Naturally, the still-living did not want to be possessed. So on the night of October 31, villagers would extinguish the fires in their homes, to make them cold and undesirable. They would then dress up in all manner of ghoulish costumes and noisily paraded around the neighborhood, being as destructive as possible in order to frighten away spirits looking for bodies to possess.

Probably a better explanation of why the Celts extinguished their fires was not to discourage spirit possession, but so that all the Celtic tribes could relight their fires from a common source, the Druidic fire that was kept burning in the Middle of Ireland, at Usinach.

Some accounts tell of how the Celts would burn someone at the stake who was thought to have already been possessed, as sort of a lesson to the spirits. Other accounts of Celtic history debunk these stories as myth.

The Romans adopted the Celtic practices as their own. But in the first century AD, Samhain was assimilated into celebrations of some of the other Roman traditions that took place in October, such as their day to honor Pomona, the Roman goddess of fruit and trees. The symbol of Pomona is the apple, which might explain the origin of our modern tradition of bobbing for apples on Halloween.

The thrust of the practices also changed over time to become more ritualized. As belief in spirit possession waned, the practice of dressing up like hobgoblins, ghosts, and witches took on a more ceremonial role.

The custom of Halloween was brought to America in the 1840's by Irish immigrants fleeing their country's potato famine. At that time, the favorite pranks in New England included tipping over outhouses and unhinging fence gates.

The custom of trick-or-treating is thought to have originated not with the Irish Celts, but with a ninth-century European custom called souling. On November 2, All Souls Day, early Christians would walk from village to village begging for "soul cakes," made out of square pieces of bread with currants. The more soul cakes the beggars would receive, the more prayers they would promise to say on behalf of the dead relatives of the donors. At the time, it was believed that the dead remained in limbo for a time after death, and that prayer, even by strangers, could expedite a soul's passage to heaven.

The Jack-o-lantern custom probably comes from Irish folklore. As the tale is told, a man named Jack, who was notorious as a drunkard and trickster, tricked Satan into climbing a tree. Jack then carved an image of a cross in the tree's trunk, trapping the devil up the tree. Jack made a deal with the devil that, if he would never tempt him again, he would promise to let him down the tree.

According to the folk tale, after Jack died, he was denied entrance to Heaven because of his evil ways, but he was also denied access to Hell because he had tricked the devil. Instead, the devil gave him a single ember to light his way through the frigid darkness. The ember was placed inside a hollowed-out turnip to keep it glowing longer.

The Irish used turnips as their "Jack's lanterns" originally. But when the immigrants came to America, they found that pumpkins were far more plentiful than turnips. So the Jack-O-Lantern in America was a hollowed-out pumpkin, lit with an ember.

So, although some cults may have adopted Halloween as their favorite "holiday," the day itself did not grow out of evil practices. It grew out of the rituals of Celts celebrating a new year, and out of Medieval prayer rituals of Europeans. And today, even many churches have Halloween parties or pumpkin carving events for the kids. After all, the day itself is only as evil as one cares to make it.

pic of day

mushishi

A rather unique anime that doesn't have high school girls and world saviours in it - Mushishi 虫师. Too lazy to write reviews so just check out this thread with lots screen caps. In summary it's about the spiritual world, somewhat like the kodamas in princess mononoke but instead of clicking heads you get floating unicellular organisms this time...

Mushishi BT torrents:
Source 1

Source 2

Sunday, October 23, 2005

The Sleep of Reason

The Sleep of Reason by Michael Swanwick, with illustrations from Goya.

The Noösphere is the ocean of thought within which we all live, dream, make love, and sometimes aspire. It is purified by reason. It is polluted by war and madness. And, like a river so badly polluted it catches fire, the Noösphere in times of war and madness can be a dangerous thing.

In a time of war and madness, the man who might well have been Goya fell asleep, and his dreams caught fire. They congealed and took form and entered the physical world. As cats and owls and bats and less wholesome creatures, winged, furred and fanged, they leaped into the night, and filled the skies with their keening presence.



What an interesting site... was brainstorming on a weird story and one of Goya's paintings popped into my mind. It started with 'dream'. I can vividly recall the owls and monsters looming large behind the sleeping woman. Then I googled. The full title is 'The sleep of reason produces nightmares'. And someone even wrote stories on each of Goya's plate!

Saturday, October 22, 2005

pipa

Been listening to this track for the entire evening... it's sucking my brain out...

Pipa fits nicely to the melancholic mood. It's not the continuity of the sound that contributes to the feel. Pipa is most often a string of beads as Erhu is a whining stream. Not sure of the exact English term for the special technique - stroking the string? The quavering half note I humbly worship. We also tried that a lot with zhong ruan(a fat, roundish traditional chinese string instrument) but the sounds produced are just different. I always regard zhong ruan as a steady alto. Playing feminine pieces with zhong ruan just doesn't feel right.

Among all those traditional instruments, I can't pinpoint any favourite although I do have several 'ensemble' on my strictly 'no-no' list - erhu ensemble, suo na ensemble. Somewhat atrociously annoying.



Dearest zhong ruan (

Good to know zhong ruan is becoming a popular solo instrument. Usually it's just for chords and background music. *_*

Friday, October 21, 2005

angel and devil

Blogging time! Now I think of it, I should just stop blogging about academic stuff like the previous post. I'm keeping this pigsty free of reality bites.

Some days ago I flipped through a manga on angels and devils (not Angel Sanctury) and suddenly got curious about this genre since the names are intrigueing. I never knew angels are ranked, devils as well. List some names and see if you've heard of them: Dominions,Saraphim, Cherubim. The right term to use is 'Angel Hierachy' in Angelogy. Angels are roughly divided into 3 choirs of different powers and duties. The so-called 'Fallen Angels' usually come from the group called 'Powers' who run errands between Heaven and Hell. More stories here.

Opposed to Angelogy, you have Demonology. Ironically, the word 'demon' seems to have its root in 'devios' (Indo-Eurasion root), meaning 'celestial', pertaining to sky and heaven. When did the word start to synomize 'evil'?

I guess it's only in manga drawing you see angels with 3 wings... I googled 'angel 3 wings' and the first hit I have is an entry from online Wikipedia on the manga 'Angel Sanctury'. I remembered it was once ET sama's favourite fav.

pic of day : angel and devil

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

sighs...

First test ever since school... and what a total flunk...
That foxy cunning prof who taught us carbohydrates. He recommended a book which dated back to the 70s and was long out of print.

'Carbohydrates don't change much over the years you know.' Doesn't matter if i know or i don't, point is, I didn't buy the photocopied version from the bookstore coz I thought the book was old and useless.

And doesn't matter if it's useful or useless, point is, 40% of the stuff on the test was taken from the book and not covered in lecture. This's an exemplification of self-teaching and self-studying. aka DIY. I DIYed the wrong book...

Anway, who can tell me the use of NaIO4 (sodium periodate, an oxidising agent) on sugar analysis? What particular hydroxyl group( or whatever group) this reagent oxidizes? I googled to no avail. Maybe I should try alternative key words.

The independent essay topic I got from our molecular biology course is:
The "serial killer" mouse: Knocking out the transcription factor NR2E1

These mice have abnormally violent behaviours characteristic of criminals. They believe by studying the transcription factor, they might find a solution to cure violent behaviours in humans.

Resource gathering time! So everyone if you happen to come across any topic related to the pervert mouse or NR2E1, please help me out ^_*

Sunday, October 16, 2005

izu dancer

A Review on the novel(in Chinese)

After random googling, should I say my suspision was confirmed - the 20 year old male student depicted in Izu Dancer is indeed an uncanny projection of the author himself. Kawabata had a rather tragic childhood. His parents and later his sister & grandma died when he was three and he had to live with his blind & deaf grandpa. Being a lonely person at heart, the sixteen year old Kawabata wrote in his diary which became a collected work later, 'I'm the only one left among this whole wide world.'

He went on a trip to Izu promenade alone and there he met a young female artist whom he befriended. She told him he was a nice person. Whether he was surprised, touched or feeling grateful, we didn't know. That expereince however molded into the masterpiece we see now - the Izu Dancer, a image-perfect portrayal of blossoming youth and love, subtle and painful.

The movie is a faithful adaptation from the writing. There're simply so many details and layers you can pick up that you never feel bored even if it was filmed in the 70s and a rather simple story of a high school student travelling with a group of performing artists.



The golden couple on screen and in real life - Momoe Yamaguchi and Tomokazu Miura.

more to come...

Saturday, October 15, 2005

sth wrong

with my blogger navigation bar...
it's not a problem with html code coz the bar is still like that even if i change template. only solution is to get rid of it for good. anyone knows the code for removing it?

2 movies i watched *yesterday*
蓝宇[Lan Yu] & 伊豆的舞女 [Izu Dancer or Izu no Odoriko]


Lan Yu



I have loads of grumps for the first one although it's a renowned award - grossing film. To start with, it's a gay movie adapted from an internet novel. If it wasn't about gay love, all you get is a cliche story of how two lovers finally realize their affection for each other and after all the ordeals they've been through, one dies of accident and the other weeps. I can't pass on any justfied comments on the original writing but the adapted screenplay, for sure, is rather ill scripted.

'Maybe you don't know, but I really like you.' He mused. 'Maybe you don't know either. I like you too.'The other paused for a second and replied.
My eyebrow literally twiched as I was hearing this. I think I could still hold my breath for a while... diving, underwater, will stay there for just a second longer... excruciatingly
I'll come back to this after my exam. Too tired to write.
BUT, despite all the trashy mess, the acting is great.
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The Izu Dancer
original novel by 川端康成 - 2nd Asian to receive a Nobel in literature

quick thoughts: it feels so real(dejavu that is). And I was wondering if the author identifies with the main character, that young student traveller. Seems there really is a shadow, or desire.

zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ

Thursday, October 13, 2005

bye bye DAI

I'm always behind news. There has been rumour that do-as-infinity would break up long time ago. It wasn't rumour after all. DAI officially disbanded on 30 Sep.

Just want to say bye and thanks for all the great music! That's one great group I'll definitely miss, especially Tomiko. How spontaneous and happy she appears on stage. Her singing always cheers me up.

Fans at the dai forum are devastated, well, some of them. I understand how that must have felt when an important piece of your life is cruelly taken away. Just imagining GARNET CROW break up is enough for me. How impossibly sad. Although there'll be an end eventually, but I just wish they won't leave music, or leave their fans so abruptly.

So bye bye DAI, 6 years of great rock n roll!



Dear friends, so long. Wasurenai!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

recommendations for upcoming anime

For those who do watch anime... (considering not all readers of my blog have such interests, or the time so to speak).
Here're the recommendations for the upcoming new series.

-> Jigoku Shoujo (Hell Girl)
official website
Animenewsnetwork Info
Genre: horror, suspense
First episode out on Oct 4th. Just watched it off BT. Music is wonderful, so is the background design.

-> Blood
Offical Web
Animenewsnetwork Info
Haven't watched it. Trailer looks promising and it's by Production I.G. Music by Hans Zimmer. Surprised me to hell. When did big shot western composers start to work on japanese anime series??
By the way, blood (TV) is a prologue to the movie 'Blood: the last vampire'. Very bloody recollection...

-> Angel Heart TV
Official Web
Another adaptation of Hojo Tsukasa's work. There was City Hunter and Cats' Eye before.
One thing I'm pretty sure is, Esther-sama won't like it because I remember her saying 'Ewww. This guy's drawing is so guly.' (but I think he's a genius^^)

And hmm... lemme see. Escape Room syndrome. Luckily I wasn't into too many games mainly because I was kept crazy busy by lab reports and readings. Here's a good website where you can find lots of games similar to the previous 3 rooms.
Room Escape at Gamehood
Highly Recommended(by guizi): My Diamond Baby

Have fun!

Wish those who are now deep shit in projects/exams/general school work best of luck. Take care and dun get sick... and remember to relax once in a while. (like me)

Friday, October 07, 2005

quiz and games

first of all, got an email and this link from Jeremy and I took the quiz. What? Ravenclaw?? I so honestly confessed i'd be sorted to Slytherin...

i'm in ravenclaw!

be sorted @ nimbo.net

And you'll HAVE TO try this series of intellectual games
Go! -> Escape!

There're 3 games so far:
crimson room
viridian room
the blue chamber

You'll be guided to a locked room and your primary mission is to find all available things in the room and escape! Finding stuff won't be easy of course so good luck! Last but not least, finding all the things won't gurantee you success (as proven by viridine room especially), you'll have to be creative and know how to assemble them and what story these broken clues can fit into.
Have fun!

what about me

I'm going through a phase again, and I don't know how long it'll last. There were once worries that disappeared just as quick as they came, also repetitive doubts pestering the heart. Anxiety is a top health killer I know but what about myself, what about me. When am I able to feel proud of myself, or comfortable with the undecorated me. It's tiring to be forced to bend, like a spring that longs to spring back. Taciturn at times, outspoken when it doesn't count, warped sense of humour that makes people go 'huh', easily confused by others' logics and find their speeches hard to follow, curious only when awake, studious only when in the mood. no idea how to purr or to be petted, not so lovable neither mellow - my basic constitutions that surface above acute self awareness when i'm inwardly reflecting. i could've been a little bit different. the better way to put it is, i could've done things in a way more convenient for myself and others. but i just can't. i'm scared of an unspoken fear, or the consequences of embracing that fear.

if there's no limit in trying, is there a limit on compromise?

...
...
...

maybe i should
do
do
something

nobel

so wat's up with all these nobel talk?

for the whole month of Sep, Prof Pulleyblank has been giving us his 'nobel' lecture of the history of nobels, from the first discovery of nucleotide base all the way to Gilbert & Sanger (he could've dragged it on for infinity if not for his session is up). And he sure has lots tiny bits of stories to tell, whether tabloids of the famous or his own personal gruffs and learnings of harsh reality.

Chem prof was announcing the new chemistry nobel last lec. Said it was a Swiss(?) guy who studied alkene. Alkene? he said! See, you can turn the most dismissed subject into some world sensation. That rings a bell coz one of Prof. Pulleyblank's most famous quotes runs like this - How can you get yourself a Nobel? You have to pick up a totally hopeless project and turn it into something the world will bow its head to. He was referring to Khorana at that time, an Indian scientist who had no choice but to work on cheap Salmon sperms and in the end came up with a method to synthesise short oligonucleotides.

and i just saw on Tree's msn display: wait till my boss gets a Nobel ... hmf. Whatever it means.

Nobel, Nobel, Nobel.

visit http://www.nobel.org for this year's winners
-> as advised by our chem prof.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

song of week

This's the song that on first listening, tasted like plain water, dull and easily forgotten. It's a mystery when and how I came back to it with a brewing plethora of feelings. Her voice so clean and somber, touches me to no end. Sen ijou no kotoba wo narabetemo - even lining up a thousand words. There're still things left unsaid and can never be expressed. But funny how everything started with all but one word.

Even Lining Up A Thousand Words
Lyrics by Azuki Nana
Song by Yuri Nakamura
Eng. translation adapted from Ryuichi's Jpop Station

Cutting my hair at the park
I gathered up the fallen locks
You smile, and touch my cheek
Looking up, we saw a vapor trail

It's strange
That there could be such a peaceful ending
Your voice calling my name is so gentle
And I don't want to leave you

I guess I'll watch that overdue video
I think I'll try to feel
something in you I've never known up till this moment

Even if you were to line up a thousand words
There are some things that can never be expressed
Even though there are some things that will start
From all but a single word

It will be like planting a flowerless tree
And looking up at the blue sky
As we entwine and wriggle
On the full branches


Your back as you wait for the bus
I'll be seeing you off today for the last time
I'll smile, just like that day
I'll wave, just like when we met

I'll be waiting for you from tomorrow on
And I'll spend a too quiet time with myself alone
I'll miss you a little bit until I get used to it

Even if you were to line up a thousand words
There are some things that can never be expressed
Even though there are some things that will end
With all but a single word

Memories of our two seeds
That could not go on living in the same soil
Spreading our hands
We'll go on watching each other from afar

NANA the movie


Hachi (Aoi Miyazaki) & Nana (Mika Nakashima)


Manga version of Nana(right) & Hachi(left)



Ai Yazawa's famous manga series 'NANA', which's now adapted into movie is high on Japansese box office chart. The story is centred around two girls with the same name 'NANA' who happen to meet and live together under a strike of fate. One of them(the cool looking one) is a promising punk singer with a complicated past and a wild ambition to make her name in the music industry; and the other chubby and cute one is an ordinary girl who struggles for a decent living and falls in & out of love all the time. It's a story about two women with the same name and entangled fates, but more of life and reality itself.

To make the differences easier to see, the punk singer goes with the name 'NANA'(meaning 7 in Japanese), and the chubby one is nicknamed 'hachi' ('8' in Japanese)

Mika Nakashima (NANA), who's already a popular singer in real life, is perfectly tailored for the role. Cool looks, good voice and a hell of lot personality to go with. Aoi Miyazaki (Hachi), a young rising star on the other hand, is sweet enough for the role although not as spontaneous as depicted in the orignal manga. About the main male character Ren (Nana's lover), well... they could've chosen a less feminine looking actor.


Hachi(voice over): Ne, NANA, atashitachi no deaiyo omoideru?
[Hey, NANA, remeber the first time we met?]
-> Trailers


- Links -
Official Japanese Movie Website
TBS NANA the movie[in English]

Monday, October 03, 2005

shunji iwai collage

 


Yeah, Picasa is cool! Thanks for the recommendation Jady!

Shunji Iwai the aestheticist. You probably notice these trademark elements in his films: beautiful looking actors & good use of lighting.

Lighting is important. (although it's probably not Shunji iwai himself in charge of it)

The most striking scenes I remember in which extravagant lighting is used:

All About Lily Chou-chou - the boy's trying to play Debussy on piano. He strikes a few keys, misses just as many and later crouches on the chair. The picture freezes for a few seconds. Morning light is pouring through the open door and his profile shrouded in a warm embrace.

Hana & Alice - that, you can see in the photo above. Hana dancing in that bright room, bright to the point of blinding.

April Story - she slides open the window. It's April and she just moves in her new apartment. It's such a heart-warming start.

Picnic - at twilight , near the coast line where they watch the sun set, she shoots herself. Black feathers flying. An angel falling.

Beauty - a word Shuji Iwai knows well. Posted by Picasa

Sunday, October 02, 2005

wonder land

 


yesterday's adventure retold in a short summary

So you see we get the back of our hands stamped. That's where the craziness started. Huge human-made pendulum swinging to unimgainable height(althou we didn't go for that) and a crab like megarobot that suddenly jerked its arm up and just as abrupt dropped you down when you were least prepared! There was a man sitting opposite me when we rode the crab. While the ladies screamed their voices coarse, his eyebrows went 8:25 and his head shook in awkard disconsent, 'Oh C'mon laides' was what he was silently suggesting but of course nobody heard.

There was also a 'drop zone' where mad people who wanted a taste of bungee jump were brought up to 20 storey height and whoosh! in a matter of 2 seconds, were back on the ground. The only visible difference was their facial expression. Stunned, horrified or totally erased. 'Holy mother of god!'A man shouted after finally getting his senses back.

The fact that I puked after 3 rides wasn't comforting. I was plainly too scared to torture myself with anti-gravity/acceleration/centrifuge games, where all knowledge on kinematics came back but made no sense.

Humans are the crazist masochists - good lesson learnt. Still, I might just go there again some time ^^ Posted by Picasa

nonsense & wonderland

two elements in the title don't corelate in any way.
I'm plain too tired to write any sensical stuff on our trip to wonder land today.

Here comes the most nonsensical msn conversation between guizi and me, which took place somewhere near 1 o'clock midnight.

We were saying something about 'Beware! You're in big trouble' and on we moved to the topic of 'how to murder'.(we're in no way violent though)

GUi Zi:
but i have a much bigger one

ZhU:
i know u r gonna beat me with ur super big knife
but i'll hide it before u get to it

GUi Zi:
even u melted the two and make them into one, mine is still bigger

ZhU:
i also have a pen knife, one big scissors and a small one
and a super big nail clipper

GUi Zi:
what are u going to do?

ZhU:
the more the better

GUi Zi:
i didn't say i m going to kill u using knife

ZhU:
not sure wat to do yet, but materials are important

GUi Zi:
there are plenty of ways

ZhU:
including reminding someone the thrill of bungee jump or free fall

GUi Zi:
i can tell a joke, and u may die of the coldness

ZhU:
there you have me, i claim my loss
i worship u

GUi Zi:
i can shou mai the front desk and ask them to cut ur internet, u'll die within 24hrs

ZhU:
if they cut mine, u r so so so dead

GUi Zi:
due to extreme boredom or yu men

GUi Zi:
or extreme anger

ZhU:
i'm gonna come back from the dead and take my internet revenge on u

GUi Zi:
now i know .i should know it earlier, u take internet more important than ur future daugher/son's mother-in-law

ZhU:
without internet, there's no me, if there's no me, there's no 2nd generation and no you-know-what mother-in-law that ever exists

GUi Zi:
你与网络共存亡!

GUi Zi:
great!

GUi Zi:
nobel prize on internet worshipping

ZhU:
i hope there IS one

ZhU:
what abt u go sponsor that

GUi Zi:
nobel prize from me

GUi Zi:
hehe how did u know what i was thinking abt

ZhU:
coz u r mean

ZhU:
i'm mean 2

GUi Zi:
let's just cut it

ZhU:
yes, time for bed

ZhU:
i really can't make it, gonna faint tmr

GUi Zi:
rmb come over to knock me up

ZhU:
or beat u up more like it

GUi Zi:
if u happen to wake up before lunch

ZhU:
or else no use

GUi Zi:
i'll lock the door definitely

ZhU:
then i can tell u right now: just sleep and dun bother

GUi Zi:
sure

GUi Zi... 说:
good idea