Wednesday, February 25, 2009

And there has always been laughing, crying, birth, and dying

昨天午后下了场雷阵雨,自回到家还没见过那么爽快的雨水,铺天盖地垂下来。


老妈让我喝蜂花茶,其实就是用温开水把蜂花粉泡开。


不好意思,我又要猥亵一把了.

百度蜂花茶得到的结果首列:

蜂花茶[前列腺之家]
百度_前列腺吧_前清蜂花茶,效果还是不错的!

哦活活活,something smells funny here.

又搜了下蜂花"粉"

蜂花粉是有花植物雄蕊中的雄性生殖细胞,它不仅携带着生命的遗传信息,而且包含着孕育新生命所必需的全部营养物质,是植物传宗接代的根本,热能的源泉。蜂花粉是由蜜蜂从植物花中采集的花粉经蜜蜂加工成的花粉团,被誉为“”、“全能的营养食品”、“浓缩的天然药库”、“全能的营养库”、“内服的化妆品”、“ 浓缩的氨基酸”等,是“人类天然食品中的瑰宝”。

原来我在吃PLANT SPERMS

口感有点像蟹黄!

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Overdosed with Supernatural lately, and totally hooked on Jensen. Gorgeous! (i know it's the wrong word for a guy but who cares)



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"Times Like These"
by jack johnson

In times like these
In times like those
What will be will be
And so it goes
And it always goes on and on...
On and on it goes

And there has always been laughing, crying, birth, and dying
Boys and girls with hearts that take and give and break
And heal and grow and recreate and raise and nurture
But then hurt from time to time like these
And times like those
And what will be will be
And so it goes

And there will always be stop and go and fast and slow
Action,Reaction, sticks and stones and broken bones
Those for peace and those for war
And god bless these ones, not those ones
But these ones made times like these
And times like those
What will be will be
And so it goes
And it always goes on and on...
On and on it goes

But somehow I know it won't be the same
Somehow I know it will never be the same.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

dorian gray

王尔德的作品一部都没看过(或看完整过),昨天抽出老早买的二手complete works of oscar wilde翻了几页,还是从他唯一的小说开始读吧。似乎小七的最爱就是dorian gray,很好奇啊。最感兴趣的是de profundis,原稿存于大英博物馆封印60年才公诸于世,只因为60年后书中的人物全已消失于人世,所以这本书算是死后遗言了,还死无对证。


actor ben barnes(who's that?), in the upcoming movie dorian gray co-starring colin firth

dorian gray 2009 behind the scene


i think the tone oscar sets in the preface is very authoratative to the extent of preaching, as if he's writing the bible of art, and at the very end pronounces it useless. what a campy queen lol. but hell, sure this's beautiful prose!

the picture of dorian gray, preface
道连·格雷的画像 | 序 (中文版按这里

The artist is the creator of beautiful things. To reveal art and conceal the artist is art's aim.
艺术家是美的作品的创造者。艺术的宗旨是展示艺术本身, 同时把艺术家隐藏起来。

The critic is he who can translate into another manner or a new material his impression of beautiful things.
(缺)

The highest as the lowest form of criticism is a mode of autobiography.
自传体是批评的最高形式,也是最低形式。

Those who find ugly meanings in beautiful things are corrupt without being charming. This is a fault.
在美的作品中发现丑恶含义的人是堕落的,而且堕落得一无可爱之处。这是一种罪过。

Those who find beautiful meanings in beautiful things are the cultivated. For these there is hope. They are the elect to whom beautiful things mean only beauty.
在美的作品中发现美的含义的人是有教养的。这种人有希望。认为美的作品仅仅意味着美的人才是上帝的选民。

There is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all.
书无所谓道德的或不道德的。书有写得好的或写得糟的。仅此而已。

The nineteenth century dislike of realism is the rage of Caliban seeing his own face in a glass.
十九世纪对现实主义的憎恶,犹如从镜子里照见自己面孔的凯列班的狂怒。
(*caliban, an ugly character from shakespeare's work)

The nineteenth century dislike of romanticism is the rage of Caliban not seeing his own face in a glass.
十九世纪对浪漫主义的憎恶,犹如从镜子里照不见自己面孔的凯列班的狂怒。

The moral life of man forms part of the subject-matter of the artist, but the morality of art consists in the perfect use of an imperfect medium.
人的精神生活只是艺术家创作题材的一部分,艺术的道德则在于完美地运用并不完美的手段。

No artist desires to prove anything. Even things that are true can be proved. No artist has ethical sympathies. An ethical sympathy in an artist is an unpardonable mannerism of style. No artist is ever morbid. The artist can express everything.
艺术家并不企求证明任何事情。即使是天经地义的事情也是可以证明的。艺术家没有伦理上的好恶。艺术家如在伦理上有所臧否,那是不可原谅的矫揉造作。艺术家从来没有病态的。艺术家可以表现一切。

Thought and language are to the artist instruments of an art. Vice and virtue are to the artist materials for an art. From the point of view of form, the type of all the arts is the art of the musician. From the point of view of feeling, the actor's craft is the type. All art is at once surface and symbol. Those who go beneath the surface do so at their peril.Those who read the symbol do so at their peril.
思想和语言是艺术家艺术创作的手段。邪恶与美德是艺术家艺术创作的素材。从形式着眼,音乐家的艺术是各种艺术的典型。从感觉着眼,演员的技艺是典型。一切艺术同时既有外观,又有象征。有人要钻到外观底下去,那由他自己负责。有人要解释象征意义,那由他自己负责。

It is the spectator, and not life, that art really mirrors. Diversity of opinion about a work of art shows that the work is new, complex, and vital. When critics disagree, the artist is in accord with himself. We can forgive a man for making a useful thing as long as he does not admire it. The only excuse for making a useless thing is that one admires it intensely.
其实,艺术这面镜子反映的是照镜者,而不是生活。对一件艺术品的看法不一,说明这作品新颖、复杂、重要。批评家们尽可意见分歧,艺术家不会自相矛盾。一个人做了有用的东西可以原谅,只要他不自鸣得意。一个人做了无用的东西,只要他视若至宝,也可宽宥。

All art is quite useless.
一切艺术都是毫无用处的。

Thursday, February 19, 2009

2月22日第81届奥斯卡

我在强大的防火墙隔离下已经呕血很多次了,404 forbidden,要么个龟速的只能直接放弃。恨啊恨,引用人渣经济笔记作者的一段话

你联想这一切,人类这么多年社会的进步,技术的飞跃,都是让信息能够更容易的在任何地方被更多的人所享有,使得人和人之间的互动不再需要借助于传统的模式,使得每个人的世界都变得更大,这背后所带来的效率的提高更是难以衡量。我相信,大多数人都会同意,这是世界大势。可是,竟然真的还有人,在花费巨大的资源,希望逆转这个大势。。。

今年的奥斯卡主持人竟然是hugh jackman野人

提名:

Best Picture (一部都么看过。。。)
The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
Frost/Nixon
Milk
The Reader
Slumdog Millionaire

Actor
Richard Jenkins, The Visitor
Frank Langella, Frost/Nixon
Sean Penn, Milk
Brad Pitt, The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
Mickey Rourke, The Wrestler

Actress
Anne Hathaway, Rachel Getting Married
Angelina Jolie, Changeling
Melissa Leo, Frozen River
Meryl Streep, Doubt
Kate Winslet, The Reader

Supporting Actor
Josh Brolin, Milk
Robert Downey Jr, Tropic Thunder
Philip Seymour Hoffman, Doubt
Heath Ledger, The Dark Knight
Michael Shannon, Revolutionary Road

Supporting Actress
Amy Adams, Doubt
Penelope Cruz, Vicky Cristina Barcelona
Viola Davis, Doubt
Taraji P. Henson, The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
Marisa Tomei, The Wrestler

Director
David Fincher, The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
Ron Howard, Frost/Nixon
Gus Van Sant, Milk
Stephen Daldry, The Reader
Danny Boyle, Slumdog Millionaire

Foreign Film
The Baader Meinhof Complex, Germany
The Class, France
Departures, Japan
Revanche, Austria
Waltz With Bashir, Israel

Adapted Screenplay
Eric Roth and Robin Swicord, The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
John Patrick Shanley, Doubt
Peter Morgan, Frost/Nixon
David Hare, The Reader
Simon Beaufoy, Slumdog Millionaire

Original Screenplay
Courtney Hunt, Frozen River
Mike Leigh, Happy-Go-Lucky
Martin McDonagh, In Bruges
Dustin Lance Black, Milk
Andrew Stanton, Jim Reardon and Pete Docter, WALL-E

Animated Feature Film
Bolt
Kung Fu Panda
WALL-E

点点点。。。

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

make them all realize

some photos remind me of mega fun and inspirational moments that sound purposeful calls. i guess it really is a lot of fun.

From My favourite illustrations

Saturday, February 14, 2009

今年的V-day

俺と関系ないぜ、醤油を买いに来ただけだ
(和我么关系,只是来打酱油的。)

- 引用某童鞋的MSN签名

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

有孔虫的茫茫骨灰堆成了可口的粉色沙滩

中国国家地理09年第1期:粉色的、紫色的、绿色的、黑色的、白色的沙滩!

我是第一次知道还有粉色的沙滩,其中最为出名的是巴哈马的哈伯岛沙滩(harbor island in bahama)。近看是肉色或白色,但鸟瞰下和碧蓝的海水对比就显得格外粉嫩!本命理科的你们骨头里肯定在念“什么矿物质是粉色的为什么为什么啊?”这种geek问题吧,别不好意思承认!先自爆一下,我家两个化学博士都沉默满久的,然后很切切的反问:“不会是铁化物吧?”= =||| (这个学位的含铁量不容忽视)



杂志上是这么写的:海洋中有种古老的原生动物—有孔虫(foraminifera,an amoeba),5亿年前一直繁衍至今。有孔虫能分泌钙质或硅质,形成外壳,死后成为沙滩堆积物的重要来源。有着红色或亮粉色外壳的有壳虫,就是巴哈马粉色沙滩的创造者。



别忘了,当你在梦幻般的粉色沙滩上漫步时,你正一步一个脚印的践踏着5亿年的阿米巴虫骨灰。

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哎,称了一下体重比毕业时重了5公斤。。。

原本想写实一只鸟,但草稿打得太恶心先停在这一步了,以后再更进



衍生物:



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刚才爸妈神秘兮兮的走进来递给我一份简历,翻开一看是某男孩的介绍,某监狱的公务员,心理咨询执照3级。。。自从回国以后,谈对象的压力非常汹涌啊!我嘴上说的挺轻松的,相亲就相亲呗!实际操作起来心里很抵触的= = 应该说,我完全没有动力和信心,为了谈而谈,从0开始认识一个陌生人。

有点难过无奈的情况下,我说,我一个人也挺好的。

嘿嘿!全世界的人都这么想人类不就灭亡啦? - 父

不不,有人觉得还是两个人比较好。 - 我

你哦没出息。 - 父

思考中

我想这种抵触还是生于恐惧吧,恐惧陌生和寂寞,两个托盘摇摆不定。性格上的弱点。就算这么分析,我也不肯定是否是实话。

Sunday, February 08, 2009

肢解后抛尸

堆积了些照片放上来

回老家的时候和父亲大人逛了泰州老街,近几年开发出来的旅游小吃街,明清年代建筑会集了各地的美食。也有卖这个这个麦芽糖的(苏州话叫sing糖?),小时候经常吃的么,能绕成蝴蝶蜻蜓什么的。父亲大人大概也觉得很有趣吧就买了1串,我搅和了半天手酸得要死,这摊琥珀胶水还是没变成期望中的珠光色,册那,童年的特技已随岁月流逝了流逝了流逝了!



突然行人让开条道,这邦身着红袍大褂的来到了我们正在逛的古董店门口,店主子说来了来了,拿了个红包赶去迎接。这么说吧,这是街管的变相拜年。他们递给店主子个大银元,交换类似于务业管理费的礼金,呵呵,好像黑帮在讨保护费哦!


初五回到家,花骨朵全开了!香味够冲的!


一个月后的今天,老妈委派我把烂破破的香水百合“处理掉”。



肢解后填入黑色垃圾袋,突然觉得这种行为类似抛尸。


还有一两多没烂的留了下来,来个人工授精阿哈哈!中学时老师就说,花是很猥亵的,因为花本身就是个性器官,还有暴露癖。如果还没have sex就枯死不是很浪费,死前爽一把吧。


这个很好吃!


外甥alex同学(11月大)的利齿签名
至于婴儿的行为为啥像狂犬,舌头上的传感器官感官最丰富最敏锐,所以用舌头去认识这个世界也不是没有道理吧!


这张ps过了,原本色调显然不是这样的。地点在平江路旁的水渠,水位约2-3米,当时的船运输如同现在的汽车,想像一下吧,栌比浆要难划。


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下午看了个小基片“爱在暹罗 ”(曼谷的旧名),通光算下来我就看过4部泰国片子,每部的主角都是混血= = 这是巧合还是trend?

基照


只看这个片断的话我告诉你,你肯定把cp搞错啦!

Saturday, February 07, 2009

emily blunt


I like this photo which captures what i thought to be her true colors, a little british, old school and intuitive.

She appeared as 'Emily' in The devil wears Prada and a highschool teacher in Jane Austen book club.I watched these two together (unintentionally) and wow! she's so talented and pretty!

A little prodding through her trivia reveals another surprise. She's the ex of Michael Buble(accent on e please) who wrote the gorgeous hit 'Everything' for her.

I'm on to 'my summer of love' , the film that boosted her appearance obviously. Meryl Streep on the set of 'Prada' commented Emily's the best young actress she's ever worked with. O Meryl Meryl, how can I ever doubt you?!

Btw, very nice soundtrack for JA book club!

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A reminder I need exercise to reduce bloating belly, will consider swimming (when spring comes).

怎能不怕

你为我所做的一切
结下了悲伤的果实
清明坟头的白花
生于那恐惧的根

Friday, February 06, 2009

Into the Wild

大路考通过,成功拿到驾照!但无车可开!无牌可上!

这几天在十全街x乌鹊桥的老书虫看书,地方不大,两层楼堆满了外文书。我觉得老板应该是加拿大人,不少书都是那儿进的。老板的初衷是为在华的老外们提供个类似STARBUCKS+CHAPTERS的迷你图书馆,书籍大多是介绍中国的,也有最新上架的小说,这点很爽!省得我花钱买。不过这服务费可是算在菜单里的,无奈我点了最便宜的一杯25块的菊花茶(唉,又是菊花茶),如果一个月来个10趟不就二百五了么,你说我犯得着这莫地二百五不如待家里呢?可是待家里不是睡觉就是上网。。。



I wanted movement and not a calm course of existence. I wanted excitement and danger and the chance to sacrifice myself for my love. I felt in myself a superabundance of energy which found no outlet in our quiet life. - Leo Tolstoy, 'Family Happiness'
Passage highlighted in one of the the books found with Chris McCandless's remains.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

the mentalist里的大叔粉有魅力!



Mentalist
通灵者,名词
Someone who uses mental acuity,hypnosis and/or suggestion.
A master manipulator of thoughts and behavior.
心智敏锐,利用催眠与(或)暗示,来控制他人思想及行为的大师。

多么酷的定义啊,符合这标准的先不说eq,iq必定超群。这位大叔
1. smart √
2. drooping eyes √
3. childish √
基本上1+3的组合就铁定把我吃死套牢了= =

接下来的不依次排挡:骄傲、金发、慈善家、无组织无纪律、不带枪(武力无能)

昨天顺利通过了小路考,再次证明平时的练习和最终发挥是么有因果关系的!就说我过单边桥,平时都是要掉不掉的扭曲爬过,这次压的那个踏实啊!师傅追在车后叫,我从没看到你开的那么准的!我那个得意啊!

最近在外玩的厉害,搓饭啊电影啊k歌啊泡吧啊,有时因为寂寞一定要逛逛发泄掉,可是散场后这种感觉更强烈,还不如老实坐下来看书。哎,果然还是要保持每天看书的!

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

The first adrenalin surge that starts a journey

I watched national geographic's production 'inside the living body' and sort of reviewed some of the basic physio knowledge which should've stayed with my neural circuit after 3 years of college education, but obviously it slipped out. Like, I can't remember superior vena cava, or peristalsis, or pyloric sphincter, or that bone ear that's spelt with a 'c' something lea. All i can say is, OMG.

Everything's in the title. Our journey starts with the first adrenalin surge that pumps awake a complicated ensemble of engines. My second biggest impression is the last thousand sperms that make it to the egg. The electronic image or whatever image it is showing swarmps of sperms scattering and streaming out like silver dots in a milky way is quite something.

There're also abundant video footage of wet pre-poo being squeezed into big intestines...

And stomach churning out something close to shit...

And this bloody science documentary actually makes me a bit depressed and morbid. I consciously avoided watching benjamin button and turned to something bookish and now wat?! = =

road exam tmr, wish it could be over in no time.